Just had a 3D2N “holiday” at the hospital. This is the first time in my life!
It is indeed a energy draining environment. I went in in good spirti but as I was dressed in the patient robe lying on the bed, I was socialised into a petient role.
Whats with regular temperature and bp taking in parts of the day and odd hours at night, it is really disturbing.
Moreover, you are usually left on your own for self-entertainment or waiting for the medicine or meals to be served.
It got to a point where fustration sets in. There were lack of updates on your condition. You wonder what is goining on and what news you will hear next.
Especially when the doc pops in the middle of night and inform you of the risks of blood transfusion and make you sign some document when you are half awake. Before you know it, you have a bag of cold “cocktail” flowing through your veins in the body. It is indeed a traumatic experience for me though I know compared to other patients, this is only the tip of the ice berg but trust me this is sufficient.
Oh and not forgetting the needles and invasive apparatus inserted in you by strangers!
Anyhow back to the topic. Why do I say its a lesson from the universe?
Till date I still believe everything happens for a reason.
The cause of this ordeal is that I did not take good care of my health. I always took for granted that I am still young and my body still can handle the kind of life style. Looking around the ward, indeed I am the youngest patient.
In the past, I took for granted that walking long distance and climbing stairs is an easy task.
Which proves otherwise after the experience. It is like miles just to climb the stairs without your heart pounding against you and blacking out when you reach the top.
In the midst of career advancement, there is always this qns at the back of my mind “what if I achieve my goals in exchange of my health?” This qns is constantly there but I am not doing anything about it.
According to law of attraction, I have attracted it into my life.
Yet while I was in there, I couldnt wait to get out of the place coz I have many things to do and dreams to be fulfilled, I can’t allow anything to happen to me.
Now this contradiction sets me thinking and reach a point where I question myself. Is it possible to watch my health(comprise of my diet, daily routine and exercise) and not compromising on my goals realisation?
The answer is an apparent “Yes”!
It’s all about getting clear, plan and sticking to certain principles and routine!
Yeah~ What doesnt kill me makes me stronger! I have alot more to contribute to the world in the coming days and years.
Life simple ROX! =D
*take a deep breathe in*
20/05/2010 at 1:51 am Permalink
Thanks for the deep breathe! It brings life to me… I wish u see why I want to do things fast… cos there is only limited time we can contribute!
Of cos, pls enjoy the process! SMILE and HAVE FUN! Lotta of them! We can do it and do it NOW!
Lastly, thank you for always having faith in Advo! Life simply ROX with u!!!